Title: imagination; the ability of mind that creates the idea of fear, depression and happiness.

Chapter One: The Final Step of Fate

August 23, 2011. It's spring. A cool breeze, peaceful, relaxing. Oh how I wish I could share this moment with someone right now. Oh well, shame I have to end it here.

Those were the last thoughts I made that day, well that's what I thought.

A normal high school boy living a normal high school life, fitting well in society, having a generous amounts of friends, good grades and an alright personality. But why is it that I'm always having these kind of thoughts. Why do I want to die so much? Why is it? I mean, I have an alright life with normal problems for people my age. My situation isn't as worse as those who are unfortunate somewhere else, right? But why is it that I'm unhappy. Why is it that every time I see those eyes, I could faint. Why is it, when I see her hair, I feel light. Why is it, when I see that unbelievable smile of her's, that I just want to scream. Why is it? I don't understand. Why is she the reason that I want to die so much? I guess life is just unfair. For life to toy with a boy's heart. I guess God is just a real sadist. Making people suffer for his own entertainment. Or maybe, is it because he makes people suffer so that he can watch them become stronger? Well God, I guess I'm one of those lost causes. I can't continue like this, it's just too difficult. Oh well. Life has been fair, that's all I could say. How I wish I could tell my parents I'm sorry, how I wish I could tell the girl I've admired for several years my true feelings. How I wish I could believe that that girl with amazing eyes, gorgeous hair, remarkable smile, Goddess-like physic will never exist. That she was just an idea of a character created by another person. Oh man, how I wish I could accept that fact. Every time, it must be pathetic for someone to develop such strong feelings for a girl who doesn't even exist. That no one will understand the pain I have to endure to accept the fact that she doesn't exist. How pathetic, no one will accept me. Yet no one still has realised that theory. I guess I could escape it all and jump out of this window right now. A leap of faith, pssh, faith my ass. More like a leap of whatever. Weak people should kill themselves, that's what I've always thought to myself. Funny thing now. Here I am standing on the ledge of fate, contemplating whether or not, should I jump and end it all. Or make an attempt, go through more suffering, more heart aches, more rejection, just to become stronger? I'm weak, I can't be bothered anymore. It was a good run. A good 15 years run.

Those were my last on that night. I do remember that building being five stories high. But I also do remember what happened to me after that jump.

One step is all I need, just one small step. Here I go.

As i took that step of fate, a world of darkness entered. It felt like I was falling forever. Just complete darkness. I couldn't see nothing, couldn't hear anything. Nothing. Then something happened. As I continued to fall, my mind. Blank, that's it. Blank. It was like that moment when I with some friends and I got high. My mind just went blank.

Chapter Two: The Untouched Night Sky

Where am I? What the hell? I though I just .... hold up. Am I really dead? impossible. I just committed suicide, how can I still have any memory? Wait why is so dark? Why is it that I can hear myself but cannot see?! Wait, my eyes are closed. Derr.

I slowly opened my eyes, escaping from that world of darkness. It took a while for my eyes to focus. But when it did, a remarkable sight it was. The night sky, with thousands and thousands of stars. Oh boy, never got stars like those in the city.

Wow, the stars are just unbelievable. Wait a minute, we don't stars like that in the city. Does that mean I'm not in the city any more? Yeah that could be possible. I can't even feel any pain. All I can feel is something soft and silky.

The feelings in my fingertips return, I thought I recognise this feeling.

This feeling, I'm lying on grass? So i'm lying on grass, staring at an untouched night sky. hmmm. fair enough.

I continued to stare at the night sky. Since I was dead, I could anything I want.

Wow, I never thought being dead was this relaxing, I never thought that all of my problems are gone. No stress, no nothing.

No problems? I though I was going to be happy. But that's when I realised something. The thought of that fictional girl suddenly came, an alien thought.

What's this? Why am I thinking about her at a time like this? Oh God, my chest. Why has this feeling come back. Why does it hurt so much? why? WHY?!

I grab my chest, I remember it hurting so much. But why did it hurt so much? And just like that, that feeling went away. Gone. But why? I release my grip and continued staring at the sky.

*sigh* It's gone. Why did it hurt so much. Why? Was it because of the sky? Was it the reason why it hurts so much. No, it must be the stars. Could it be? That each star was a piece of her, quickly stabbing in the heart. Was it that those stars, no that this world is her? No, where am I getting this weird theories from.

The sky remained untouched. Then I noticed a dark blue sky slowly creeping up, followed by dark orange then orange.

Oh, must be morning now, I guess it's time for me to get up and understand where I am.

I slowly get up, with the rising sun on my back I realised something. My hearing. I still couldn't hear.

What's this, a beach? Wait a minute, why is it that I can hear the ocean?! My hearing it's gone!

After that moment, I began screaming and screaming and screaming. Until I entered a world of darkness once again. I blacked out. However I regain my conscious. The sun was up enough that the untouched night sky disappeared. I get up once again. This time with my hearing back. I remember it being windy, just a little windy. The trees were making that calming brushing noise. The ocean making those remarkable crashing noises. I look around.

Where the hell am I? I know I'm not in the city anymore. But this is just unacceptable. I'm in the middle of nowhere, goddammit!

There I was. Sitting on a grass field. Right next to the ocean. I turn all the way around. A grassy field that continued kilometres until it reached some mountains. But as I continued staring the grassy field and at the mountains. I noticed a lonely tree, sitting there right in the middle of the field. It wasn't that big nor was it too small. I good enough tree to climb up and do some crazy shit. So I decided to walk to that tree. As I continued walking to that tree, I close my eye, and let my hands brush against the soft, tall grass. The grass was soft, it only reached my waist, but I was happy that it wasn't those uncomfortable grass. I open my eyes, and realised that I was getting closer. Close enough to notice someone standing there.

The hell? who's that? There's another person in this world? Don't tell me. It's her.

Chapter Three: An Actual Encounter.